life is messy.
love is messier.
lust is...
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Thursday, July 21, 2011
Thursday, June 23, 2011
Favorite Movie Line
There are a number of lines or quotes in the movies we watched that made our eyes well up in tears or produced goose bumps. Other quotes are memorable and we often invoke them in conversations such as Godfather’s "Keep your friends close, but your enemies closer" and Don Vito's line "I'm going to make him an offer he can't refuse".
So what’s you most favorite line?
To start off, this line by William Wallace in Braveheart makes me strongly emotive.
So what’s you most favorite line?
To start off, this line by William Wallace in Braveheart makes me strongly emotive.
“Fight and you may die. Run, and you'll live... at least a while. And dying in your beds, many years from now, would you be willin' to trade ALL the days, from this day to that, for one chance, just one chance, to come back here and tell our enemies that they may take our lives, but they'll never take... OUR FREEDOM!”
Friday, June 3, 2011
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
JOKES
yeah, i think they really are half meant.
some jokes are usually aroused by facts. so, kunwari, ako, nakita kong magulo buhok ng friend ko, as in parang hindi nagsuklay, ang immediate reaction ko ay: "mahangin ba sa labas?"
so it's like, nakita mo kasi e, it poked a reaction out of you kasi it's really there. alam mo un?
kaya ung mga standup comic, like sa comedy bars, magaling sila dyan kasi very observant sila. pero un nga, kelangan tlga witty ka kasi the joke can either be funny kasi magaling delivery mo, or offensive kasi corny ka hahahaha
some jokes are usually aroused by facts. so, kunwari, ako, nakita kong magulo buhok ng friend ko, as in parang hindi nagsuklay, ang immediate reaction ko ay: "mahangin ba sa labas?"
so it's like, nakita mo kasi e, it poked a reaction out of you kasi it's really there. alam mo un?
kaya ung mga standup comic, like sa comedy bars, magaling sila dyan kasi very observant sila. pero un nga, kelangan tlga witty ka kasi the joke can either be funny kasi magaling delivery mo, or offensive kasi corny ka hahahaha
Sunday, May 8, 2011
HUSH, BABY, HUSH
The day of reckoning has finally come,
As I pack my things up ready for a brewing war,
I leave now the lands I had toiled and the trees I let grow in the fields,
And let the sun shade its light on them, and grow no more.
I shirk not to an order that commanded me,
As I passed unto the throngs of red-badge men in line.
Clad in golden armors, kneeling in exhortation,
Though with hesitation and bewilderment,
The golden message I have that would change the course of my history.
And the flowers of May I used to fancy,
Let the passersby partake of its whiff,
While its scent carries me through.
Away to the light that shields my night,
And the darkness that overshadows it,
I have rested long enough in these fields,
Whilst I take cognizance of the beauty it brings to me,
Lest, my absence would frail their essence,
As I stand with great uncertainty and vacillation
I face the road less-traveled and notice my way home,
With tears in my eyes and joy in my heart,
“HUSH, BABY, HUSH…” was all that I had mumbled.
As I pack my things up ready for a brewing war,
I leave now the lands I had toiled and the trees I let grow in the fields,
And let the sun shade its light on them, and grow no more.
I shirk not to an order that commanded me,
As I passed unto the throngs of red-badge men in line.
Clad in golden armors, kneeling in exhortation,
Though with hesitation and bewilderment,
The golden message I have that would change the course of my history.
And the flowers of May I used to fancy,
Let the passersby partake of its whiff,
While its scent carries me through.
Away to the light that shields my night,
And the darkness that overshadows it,
I have rested long enough in these fields,
Whilst I take cognizance of the beauty it brings to me,
Lest, my absence would frail their essence,
As I stand with great uncertainty and vacillation
I face the road less-traveled and notice my way home,
With tears in my eyes and joy in my heart,
“HUSH, BABY, HUSH…” was all that I had mumbled.
Saturday, April 23, 2011
LABOR CODE
I would love to see our labor code amended, to provide a better balance between labor and capital and to foster growth for our small and medium businesses.
I believe it follows that if we have enough businesses and industries which are developed, then the market for our labor force will automatically determine what is right for our workers. Rather than the current inflationary policy of our government's labor laws.
Imagine: Due to surging oil prices minimum wages were increased. However, it should be noted that surging oil prices may be temporary only and may be due to speculation, which nevertheless leads to an abnormally high inflation for a certain period.
If the minimum wages were raised for that period, it would mean higher costs for our producers/manufacturers, retailers or our businesses in general, which would then mean higher costs of basic necessities for our national consumers and that even if oil prices or food prices were to significantly go down, it cannot be denied that labor costs would continue to stay at a higher rate based on higher prices.
Although, this would entail more spending power for our consumers, this would in fact prevent the overall purchasing power of our peso from increasing as the prices of basic necessities are barred from further decreasing due to the limit set by our minimum wage.
Now, it is equally troublesome to have fluctuating minimum wages which some companies would use to their own advantage, the better solution would be to provide for new minimum wages but to prevent the diminution of the old minimum wages which were already set in place.
This is not the only observation I have had with this law, however, there are still some other issues which I hope somebody else could point out to me = )
What do you guys think?
I believe it follows that if we have enough businesses and industries which are developed, then the market for our labor force will automatically determine what is right for our workers. Rather than the current inflationary policy of our government's labor laws.
Imagine: Due to surging oil prices minimum wages were increased. However, it should be noted that surging oil prices may be temporary only and may be due to speculation, which nevertheless leads to an abnormally high inflation for a certain period.
If the minimum wages were raised for that period, it would mean higher costs for our producers/manufacturers, retailers or our businesses in general, which would then mean higher costs of basic necessities for our national consumers and that even if oil prices or food prices were to significantly go down, it cannot be denied that labor costs would continue to stay at a higher rate based on higher prices.
Although, this would entail more spending power for our consumers, this would in fact prevent the overall purchasing power of our peso from increasing as the prices of basic necessities are barred from further decreasing due to the limit set by our minimum wage.
Now, it is equally troublesome to have fluctuating minimum wages which some companies would use to their own advantage, the better solution would be to provide for new minimum wages but to prevent the diminution of the old minimum wages which were already set in place.
This is not the only observation I have had with this law, however, there are still some other issues which I hope somebody else could point out to me = )
What do you guys think?
Sunday, April 17, 2011
THE SCRIPT LIVE IN MANILA
a three-man Irish band.
is markedly different from the other artists.
Their lyrics play on a range of emotions, from plaintive and positively melancholic,
to hopeful and optimistic.
The singer's wonderful voice tugged at my heartstrings.
Hope to see / hear them again live.
Hope to see / hear them again live.
Photo taken here.
Thursday, March 24, 2011
SECRETS
Thursday, February 17, 2011
TILL DEATH DO US PART
Sunday, February 6, 2011
ETERNAL
Time. It continues on for perpetuity without you. Its life is never ending just like my love for you. It carries on evermore and ever just like my hope for you. They say time is relative to all yet my love is always there no matter what.
My heart aches for you as if stabbed by a knife for without you in it I have no life. My soul withers and wails but when I think of you it shine fiercely and smiles.
With You in my heart I fly higher than height it for there is no measurement to show how much I love You. You are more than just my love; you are my heart, my body, my soul and everything.
You have all I am and so much more.
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
편지 혼자
Looked away, Locked the door
Left the lights off been here before
Had enough, gone too far
I know who can tend all the scars
Feel this way every night
But I know who can make it alright
And so I write...
I got no one to go to,
So if you're reading this, good for you
I know you've felt like you were all alone,
But deep inside you knew you'd pull through"
Said I can't, swear I will,
They don't care what I even feel
Head phones in, music on
Drown them out; I'll do what I want
Prove them wrong, my intent,
There no time to be conceited
And to that end...
For you I write this letter,
I know things get worse before they're better
You didn't let him break all your ambitions,
I know you showed them, made them all believers"
Many times I have felt
A losing hand is what I've been dealt
All the mess, all the hate
Had me thinking it was too late
Take a breath, recompose
One by one, my doubts I'll dispose
So here it goes...
I must apologize
For all the times my faith was compromised
For all the days I wasted in depression
I know you've finally found some peace of mind"
'Me.
Left the lights off been here before
Had enough, gone too far
I know who can tend all the scars
Feel this way every night
But I know who can make it alright
And so I write...
I got no one to go to,
So if you're reading this, good for you
I know you've felt like you were all alone,
But deep inside you knew you'd pull through"
Said I can't, swear I will,
They don't care what I even feel
Head phones in, music on
Drown them out; I'll do what I want
Prove them wrong, my intent,
There no time to be conceited
And to that end...
For you I write this letter,
I know things get worse before they're better
You didn't let him break all your ambitions,
I know you showed them, made them all believers"
Many times I have felt
A losing hand is what I've been dealt
All the mess, all the hate
Had me thinking it was too late
Take a breath, recompose
One by one, my doubts I'll dispose
So here it goes...
I must apologize
For all the times my faith was compromised
For all the days I wasted in depression
I know you've finally found some peace of mind"
'Me.
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
PETRI DISH
Often hear "everything happens for a reason" The older I get then more I lean towards dropping the second half of that sentence "everything happens."
The more I experience, the more I get the sense of the vastness of existence and the more it makes sense to me that the "great plan" is more like an unimaginably complex petri dish.
The more I experience, the more I get the sense of the vastness of existence and the more it makes sense to me that the "great plan" is more like an unimaginably complex petri dish. Everything is in motion and everything will eventually happen.
I have moved away from the idea that my life has some great plan and I honestly think that chance has a lot to do with life and our attitude to that chance shapes our lives far more than some divine plan.
Could it perhaps be ego that encourages us to think that we, as individuals, warrant a specific fate?
There are so many of us (and who knows how many other consciousnesses out there) that I keep coming back to "everything happens" and I have a wonderful opportunity to enjoy my part of everything.
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
STUPID
I don't like hearing people say this in a self-referential way because you're not.Yes, It may be true that you did something less than intelligent, or made a few mistakes, or even failed once or twice.
Those things do not and never will make you a stupid person.
The truth is I know you're a wonderfully intelligent person and the whole world knows it, so please don't call yourself stupid.
Even as a joke.
Thursday, January 6, 2011
SL
Wala ako sa mood. Hindi maganda ang pakiramdam ko ngayon, kaya tama na muna ang pagka-emo at tinatamad akong mag ingles. Ha-ha. Ibabaon ko muna sa lupa. Hongkorni. Dahil nawala ang drive ko mag trabaho ‘nung Martes kasi pinapasok ako kahit na on-leave ako. Bwisit lang! . Sana lang walang makabasa nito sa office, kundi lagot ako.
Kaya SL – Sex Leave Sick Leave ako kinabukasan. Kapag nag file ka ng SL for more than one day kailangan with Medical Certificate. Ganyan ang patakaran sa kumpanyang pinapasukan ko ‘ewan ko lang iba’. So, nagtungo ako ng hospital para magpa konsulta. Salamat sa Medical Card ng kumpanya dahil libre lahat wala akong gagastusin. Kapag may masama o may nararamdaman akong kakaiba na ‘di maganda, eh diretso ako agad sa hospital o clinic na covered ng card para masulit ang benipisyo.
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| Xray Room kung saan nag sayang ng 8films sa akin =) |
Ang diagnosis sa akin ni Doc ay Tension Headache, sabi ko kasi madalas sumakit ang ulo ko kapag concentrated akong nakaharap sa computer. Nireklamo ko na rin ang pananakit ng leeg ko ‘di ko kasi maigalaw ng maayos, Stiff neck kumbaga. Sabi nya Cervical Muscle Spasm at kailangan i-xray. Deretso ako sa Radiology… walong beses akong na-Xray ang tatlo dun eh pina-nganga ako. Kaya tatlong beses inulit, ibuka ko daw ng malaki. Ang pinag-tataka ko lang ang alam ko stiff neck na endorse na magpa- Xray.
Nagutom ako sa tagal ng proseso sa hospital lalo na pila sa Xray room kaya tsumibog muna ako ng lugaw w/egg at tokwa sa may kanto at kinain ko din ang dala kong biscocho na bigaw ni [insert blogger name here]. Muntikan ko pang mag 123 sa kinain ko. Nakalimutan ko magbayad.
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| di masarap ang tokwa nila pramis. |
In Short, ‘di ako papasok hanggang Friday I need some rest yan ang advised ni Doc.
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
A NEW BEGINNING
So white, so bright.
I am starting to believe I am manifesting a tan.
There are soooo many things I am going to accomplish this year.
This is my year.
When things start coming together, it may be everyone's year.
A couple of quotes keep popping into my head today:
"Forgiveness is the fragrance a violet sheds on the heel that has crushed it." -Mark Twain
"When you change the way you look at things, the things you look at change." -Dr.Wayne Dyer
"Beyond the ideas of right-doing and wrong-doing there is a field. I'll meet you there." -Rumi
"Honor thy error as hidden intention." -Unknown
"Thinking is the talking of the soul to itself." -Plato
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
SCARS
From the words of Hannibal Lecter "our scars have the power to remind us that our past was real" And it does. No matter how much we want to erase all memory of our heartaches, our frustrations, it doesn’t matter. Because in the end, you will still look back and realize that it did happen and you can’t do anything about it. But why does it still hurt when we touch our scars?
Saturday, January 1, 2011
YEAR 2011
Prayer for the First Day of the Year
O God, ever blessed and eternal! I thank You that today You have allowed me to begin a new year. Here in Your presence I make my resolutions for the days to come.
I resolve:
to be faithful and true to those who love me, and loyal to those who are my friends, so that I may never bring distress to their hearts;
to live in forgiveness and in kindness, that I may go about ever doing good;
to live in goodness and purity, that I may resist temptation and may be a strength to others who are tempted;
to live in sympathy and gentleness, that I may bring comfort to the sorrowing, and understanding to the perplexed;
to live in serenity and self-control, that no anger and no passion may disturb my own peace and the peace of others;
to live in full obedience to You and in Your perfect love, that in doing Your will I may find peace.
O God, our Father, grant me the strength to keep these resolutions all this year: through Jesus Christ our Lord.
Amen.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
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O God, ever blessed and eternal! I thank You that today You have allowed me to begin a new year. Here in Your presence I make my resolutions for the days to come.
I resolve:
to be faithful and true to those who love me, and loyal to those who are my friends, so that I may never bring distress to their hearts;
to live in forgiveness and in kindness, that I may go about ever doing good;to live in goodness and purity, that I may resist temptation and may be a strength to others who are tempted;
to live in sympathy and gentleness, that I may bring comfort to the sorrowing, and understanding to the perplexed;
to live in serenity and self-control, that no anger and no passion may disturb my own peace and the peace of others;
to live in full obedience to You and in Your perfect love, that in doing Your will I may find peace.
O God, our Father, grant me the strength to keep these resolutions all this year: through Jesus Christ our Lord.
Amen.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
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Friday, December 31, 2010
DECEMBER 31
Prayer For the Last Day of the Year
O God, our Father, today we are looking back across the year that has passed from us.
There are so much for which we ought to give You thanks.
For health and for strength; for protection in the time of danger; for healing in the time of illness; for consolation in the day of sorrow; for daily light and daily encouragement.
Bless those for whom this has been a happy year, and make them give the thanks to You.
Bless those for whom this has been a sad year, and help them still to face the future with steady eyes.
And help us in the year that has come so to live that at the end of it we shall not only be one year older, but that we shall also be one year nearer You.
Amen.
O God, our Father, today we are looking back across the year that has passed from us.
For the time we have wasted; for the opportunities we have neglected; for the stress we have given to the wrong things; for all the mistakes we have made; for the burdens we have caused to others.
There are so much for which we ought to give You thanks.
For health and for strength; for protection in the time of danger; for healing in the time of illness; for consolation in the day of sorrow; for daily light and daily encouragement.
Bless those for whom this has been a happy year, and make them give the thanks to You.
Bless those for whom this has been a sad year, and help them still to face the future with steady eyes.
And help us in the year that has come so to live that at the end of it we shall not only be one year older, but that we shall also be one year nearer You.
Amen.
Sunday, December 26, 2010
DOORS
What do you do when you don't know what to do?
When you feel lost, or at a loss, what do you do?

How do you move forward? What do you turn to?
I have reached the stage in my life where I now trust the process.
If I don't know what to do, I of course react, eventually calm down and let my mind source out all my choices.
I explore being creative, and eventually the solution will come.
It really is an opportunity to get past the fear and move to another level.
I am reminded of the saying...in my house there are many rooms, some I have never opened yet.
Actually, I am writing this blog today because of my new header. Haha
HAPPY 26th!
When you feel lost, or at a loss, what do you do?

How do you move forward? What do you turn to?
I have reached the stage in my life where I now trust the process.
If I don't know what to do, I of course react, eventually calm down and let my mind source out all my choices.
I explore being creative, and eventually the solution will come.
It really is an opportunity to get past the fear and move to another level.
I am reminded of the saying...in my house there are many rooms, some I have never opened yet.
Actually, I am writing this blog today because of my new header. Haha
HAPPY 26th!
Friday, December 24, 2010
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
Let's put CHRIST back in CHRISTMAS!
I’ve heard friends working abroad that they received memos on how to greet co-workers during the season. dapat daw Happy Holidays so that they can avoid any cry of discrimination from those who do not believe in Christ, and in God in general.
I just wonder, and what about us who do believe in Christ and in God? Aren’t we being discriminated upon for not letting us greet each other a cheerful and heartfelt Merry CHRISTMAS?
wala lang. napaisip lang.
So to everyone out there, pardon me if I choose not to be "politically correct" but this holiday is here because of Him. We are all here because of Him.
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!
I’ve heard friends working abroad that they received memos on how to greet co-workers during the season. dapat daw Happy Holidays so that they can avoid any cry of discrimination from those who do not believe in Christ, and in God in general.
I just wonder, and what about us who do believe in Christ and in God? Aren’t we being discriminated upon for not letting us greet each other a cheerful and heartfelt Merry CHRISTMAS?
wala lang. napaisip lang.
So to everyone out there, pardon me if I choose not to be "politically correct" but this holiday is here because of Him. We are all here because of Him.
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!
And may we all remember who's birthday it is that we are celebrating. Don’t forget to greet Him din!
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
BUSY WEEK updated
It's the time of the season for busy week.
Monday - seen 2 Movies : Skyline & My Amnesia Girl
Tuesday - attended the premiere of IKA-SAMPU with Andy; tickets courtesy by Aajao.
Wednesday - Arraignment for my SPI case
Thursday - on SL
Friday - had an appointment at DFA for passport renewal
Saturday -will take a rest, I hope. < Fail !
Sunday - last Team Huddle for Year 2010.
Following week, I'll be on a romantic Honeymoon. FTW!
Monday - seen 2 Movies : Skyline & My Amnesia Girl
Tuesday - attended the premiere of IKA-SAMPU with Andy; tickets courtesy by Aajao.
Wednesday - Arraignment for my SPI case
Thursday - on SL
Friday - had an appointment at DFA for passport renewal
Saturday -
Sunday - last Team Huddle for Year 2010.
Following week, I'll be on a romantic Honeymoon. FTW!
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
SEX
Like air is to living
sex is to celebrating life
healthy
lovely
and down right excellent body mind and soul therapy
may you all have many years of joyfilled beautiful and toe curling sexual healing
peace
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sex is to celebrating life
healthy
lovely
and down right excellent body mind and soul therapy
may you all have many years of joyfilled beautiful and toe curling sexual healing
peace
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Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Massacre in Maguindanao
Monday, November 22, 2010
FORGIVENESS
"As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons."-The Desiderata by Max Ehrmann
Sunday, November 21, 2010
SHIT
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
A TIME TO GIVE BACK
"'It is more blessed to give than to receive.'"
Most of us have a picture in our heads of the ideal Christmas. In that picture, the house is beautifully decorated, artistically wrapped gifts are piled under a festive Christmas tree.At this time of year, when our hearts grow a few sizes and our wallets are already open to buy gifts, why not give something extra and share our blessings to the less fortunate.
I am joining and counting myself in on this project and can't wait to get this started!
I believe I can make an input and change someone's life for the better.
"Now it’s time to give back." - PASS it on and JOIN with us! : )
Thursday, November 11, 2010
NEGATIVE
Negativity is best defeated by ignoring it in advance.
Never try to cure the negativity in any one since it has immediate power and ability to hurt you unless you are highly attentive and spiritually powerful.
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Q&A - 001 : FLIRTING / FRIENDLY
What is the difference between FLIRTING & just being FRIENDLY ?
I would say intention is the difference. Apparently nice people get mistaken as flirts most of the time. But someone’s inability to judge character should not be held against a nice person.
If you have no intention of getting them in bed, then it's just being nice. haha
DÉJÀ VU
Is it instant clairvoyance? Is it a memory relived from a past life? Is it an instance lived out at the same time by aspects of yourself in paralleled dimensions? Or is it just too much coffee and not enough sleep?
What do you think it is? I think it's too much coffee.
It could be parallel lives living simultaneously and we “bump” into our other selves...in the movie” What the bleep do we know” they discuss the prospect of many different “lives and choices” being lived out at the same time in several dimensions and one day all of our “lives” meet up at the same time.
I have Déjà vu moments especially related to my dreams. Sometimes I have a vivid dream and it feels like it’s so real. Then later that week or sometimes the same day-what I dreamt about comes to pass.
The weird thing is that the dreams are never fantastical. It could be something as simple as dreaming about receiving a letter or talking to a friend on the phone. I also have this feeling when I meet people I connect with-that I have known them my entire life.
What do you think it is? I think it's too much coffee.
Actually, Déjà vu could be meeting up with yourself in the future. In some dimension it may happen and then we “physically” catch up with it in third dimensional time.
or
I have Déjà vu moments especially related to my dreams. Sometimes I have a vivid dream and it feels like it’s so real. Then later that week or sometimes the same day-what I dreamt about comes to pass.
The weird thing is that the dreams are never fantastical. It could be something as simple as dreaming about receiving a letter or talking to a friend on the phone. I also have this feeling when I meet people I connect with-that I have known them my entire life.
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Payo Para sa Kaibigang Nag-aaral ng Abogasya
Don't push yourself too much.
If you think you have already exhausted all your efforts and they proved futile than you ever expected, then I think you should calculate first your expectations vis-a-vis your performance.
Sometimes our thoughts betray us. More often than not, we fall prey to it especially when we allow ourselves to set our goals more than we could possibly achieve.
Of course it's never wrong to strive for the best with all our might, but it's wrong to ask too much from ourselves in ways that are even beyond our capacity.
We are all unique; we have our own failings and successes, strengths and weaknesses, and if you think you are not performing the way you want it to, don't fret out too much, don't fault yourself, because law students, great and small, suffer the same setbacks once, twice, many times.
Take each failure as a lesson for the next stride, and most importantly, start from the bottom and work your way up, one at a time.
But it doesn't mean that because you feel you're not good enough every time you get out of your school after the day's harsh, you'll never amount to anything. I bet it won't go as far as that considering that, as you said, you think your performing well enough relatively.
Law school is not only about passing the bar, or feeling extraordinarily bright. It's also about life and the most murdered concept: truth.
Enjoy life, enjoy law school!
If you think you have already exhausted all your efforts and they proved futile than you ever expected, then I think you should calculate first your expectations vis-a-vis your performance.
Sometimes our thoughts betray us. More often than not, we fall prey to it especially when we allow ourselves to set our goals more than we could possibly achieve.
Of course it's never wrong to strive for the best with all our might, but it's wrong to ask too much from ourselves in ways that are even beyond our capacity.
We are all unique; we have our own failings and successes, strengths and weaknesses, and if you think you are not performing the way you want it to, don't fret out too much, don't fault yourself, because law students, great and small, suffer the same setbacks once, twice, many times.
Take each failure as a lesson for the next stride, and most importantly, start from the bottom and work your way up, one at a time.
But it doesn't mean that because you feel you're not good enough every time you get out of your school after the day's harsh, you'll never amount to anything. I bet it won't go as far as that considering that, as you said, you think your performing well enough relatively.
Law school is not only about passing the bar, or feeling extraordinarily bright. It's also about life and the most murdered concept: truth.
Enjoy life, enjoy law school!
Thursday, November 4, 2010
KISS
As a man I desire a passionate kiss that can easliy arouse my sexual craving, I believe it is the gateway of emotions.
The kiss says I want you, take me, seduce me, I am yours.
How we respond to the kiss is equally important of what we feel towards our lover.
A good kiss will leave you begging for more...
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
STARRY STARRY NIGHT (VINCENT)
I love Van Gogh's later works, they were vibrant and full of colour, his unique style appeals to my senses and they always call to me, as I wonder what he was feeling at the time he painted. He was brilliant yet so sad.
Starry Starry Night ~ Don Mclean
A song worthy of pulling out and listening to once in awhile. It reflects the intense passion of the painter.
Starry, starry night.
Paint your palette blue and grey,
Look out on a summer's day,
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul.
Shadows on the hills,
Sketch the trees and the daffodils,
Catch the breeze and the winter chills,
In colors on the snowy linen land.
Now I understand what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they did not know how.
Perhaps they'll listen now.
Starry, starry night.
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze,
Swirling clouds in violet haze,
Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue.
Colors changing hue, morning field of amber grain,
Weathered faces lined in pain,
Are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand.
Now I understand what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they did not know how.
Perhaps they'll listen now.
For they could not love you,
But still your love was true.
And when no hope was left in sight
On that starry, starry night,
You took your life, as lovers often do.
But I could have told you, Vincent,
This world was never meant for one
As beautiful as you.
Starry, starry night.
Portraits hung in empty halls,
frameless head on nameless walls,
With eyes that watch the world and can't forget.
Like the strangers that you've met,
The ragged men in the ragged clothes,
The silver thorn of bloody rose,
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow.
Now I think I know what you tried to say to me,
How you suffered for your sanity,
How you tried to set them free.
They would not listen, they're not listening still.
Perhaps they never will
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
SINCERITY
Monday, November 1, 2010
SLEEPING NAKED
| me. sleeping naked. | do you sleep naked? |
I was lying in bed sleeping naked and I felt someone standing behind me.
I just stayed still.
She came up and almost cuddled against my back.
I couldn’t move.
She said “shhhhhhhhh”.
I could hear and feel her breathing on me.
It was a raspy almost animal-like sound of breathing.
I couldn’t see her because I couldn’t open my eyes yet I knew that she had long dark hair and claw-like nails. Her face is cloaked in shadows.
She placed her hand in mine and continued to lay on top of me and it didn’t feel good at all. It felt like she was displaying control of me. I tried to raise my hand to shoo her away but I couldn’t move. I tried to yell at her but I couldn’t speak.
This whole thing felt malicious in some way.
Finally I jolted myself up out of sleep and the shock of waking so abruptly left me feeling gaga and suffering from headache.
This not the first time I’ve encountered in a dream.
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Monday, October 25, 2010
INCEPTION
I'd started to learn how to realize I was dreaming several years ago to help when I had nightmares.
In my dreams when they were scary I started realizing it was a dream enough to stand and fight against whatever was scaring me.
Most of the time it was invisible entities but I could feel their presence and even as if the air where thicker or had an actual physicalness I could feel, touch and push against, etc.
After awhile I had less nightmares - it was only recently that I started realizing I had control durring any dream and I started to 'play' almost like in the Matrix.
Wherever my dream - world popped me into...I don't have control over what I dream yet but can control it once I'm there and 'know' it.
It's a trip. I did feel a bit scared in my last dream because it was as if a real energy was in my dream and trying to communicate with me. It tried to scare me away but I kept moving toward it because I knew I was dreaming.
Then it appeared to me as a lady - and I thought, hmm. this could be fun and went with it as if I knew the person and was going to flirt but when I got closer and touched her I felt this crazy burning sensation in the pit of my stomach and felt really sick I woke up still kind of feeling that.
It was weird because I didn't get scared right away but I did feel like whatever had happened wasn't just all a dream but that something more 'real' had taken place through the dream.
I also have such vivid dreams, dreams that pick up from previous dreams or have 'familiar' aspects from past dreams as if it were another consistent reality and many times I've actually remembered dreams as if they were real memories - then had to step back and go - wait, that wasn't real - that was just one of the dreams I've had. It's weird.
And I have had times where my dreams do feel so real at the time my mind confuses them and I have to figure out - try to 'wake up' and see if it's a dream or not. But I often try to wake up in my dream and when I wake up - it's me waking up in the dream. So that's really bizarre. Because it feels the same as when I'm really trying to wake up from a dream in real life when I finally wake up. It reminds me of looking in two mirrors facing eachother where there's copies of the same scene over and over until you can't see them anymore. It's dreams within dreams.
I am so incredibly fascinated with dreams and what they are really about because of how vivid and real my dreams have always been.
It's hard to believe it's really just all in my head.
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Sunday, October 24, 2010
FINDING BALANCE
Today I attempted to conjure the difference between solitude and isolation. I think many people confuse the two.
Solitude, as I perceive it, is the tranquility and peace of a place and time that allows a sense of tolerance, patience and a connection with the beings and things present there. In my experience, one does not have to be alone to experience solitude and the experience can actually be enhanced if two people can actually share the solitude. They connect with each other. I suppose it is even possible tor groups to share solitude.
Isolation, as I perceive it, is the best one word definition of loneliness. Solitude becomes this when the connection is lost. Isolation too, can be enhanced by the presence of another and the chasm grows.
I am only lonely, intensely lonely, when I lose connection. When I lose connection to the place I am and to the objects and beings around me. To the wind and the sun and the stars and the night. To the creatures and people making their way though their journey and to myself.
For me, solitude is the antidote to loneliness and I crave it.
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Friday, October 22, 2010
Depends When You Catch Me
Sometimes I just don't know.
Other times I just don't know. What I do know is, the more I know, the more there is to know, and the more I know, the less happy I am.
So, ultimately I just don't know all the time, I suppose, and I don't know most of the time, and when I don't know regarding the things I don't know, I tend to be happiest.
You know?
Other times I just don't know. What I do know is, the more I know, the more there is to know, and the more I know, the less happy I am.
So, ultimately I just don't know all the time, I suppose, and I don't know most of the time, and when I don't know regarding the things I don't know, I tend to be happiest.
You know?
All I Want For Christmas
The holiday season is drawing near and giving gifts is an honored tradition that is why I am participating in this blog event of Prinsesa Musang's - All I Want For Christmas, an exchange gift swap between bloggers.
And I just want to add something on b/m list - Something naughty: Thong
Something small: The Confession by John Grisham
Something big: Jansport Backpack ( Right Pack TRC8E )
Something cute: Coin Purse
Something soft: Pillow
Something techie: MacBook Air
Something fancy: Personalized Dog Tag ( gaya-gaya lang kay The Scud )
Something (blue):
Something wearable: Baseball Cap
Something you need: A Pair of Sandals
Something you can use for work:
Something sweet: Royce Chocolate
All I Want For Christmas: A
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