Behind the silence

There's an intimacy in writing that sometimes is lost in the hustle of life. But here I am, diving deep into that vulnerability once more. It's been a long while, hasn't it?

You know, they say it may not always rain, but when it does, it pours. And hasn't that been the tale of my recent journey? Moments of stillness, juxtaposed with torrential downpours of emotion, doubt, and introspection. Life here in Dubai, with its shimmering façade, has witnessed my battles, my retreats, and now my resurgence.

But amidst this tempest of feelings, there's been a silver lining. My foothold in the world of events. Yes, for those not in the know, I've been navigating the vibrant, challenging realm of events with our own company. It's not been a walk in the park, but here's the surprise: I'm not just surviving; I'm thriving. Client after client, event after event, I've been blessed to find my groove, to find recognition.

However, as I stand amidst the skyscrapers of Dubai, orchestrating events and gathering clients, there's a part of me that longs for this - the raw connection, the unfiltered conversation with all of you. The highs of my career can't replace the depth and solace I find here, on this platform.

So here I am, reaching out, stripped of pretense, seeking that old camaraderie. With Dubai's skyline as my backdrop and the stories of my journey as my guide, I promise to keep our dialogues genuine, intimate, and as they always were—raw.

Until we talk again,

Forty

Today I'm celebrating my 40th trip around the sun. As I reflect on my journey so far, I realize it's the little things that have meant the most. Here are 40 simple joys that have brightened my days, making me eager to embrace the next 40 years. 

1. A cup of tea on a cold day.
2. Feeling the warmth of the sun and recalling similar sunny days in the homeland.
3. Dancing like nobody's watching.
4. Finding a fellow Filipino in a crowd and sharing a knowing smile.
5. The taste of chocolate melting in your mouth.
6. Lighting a scented candle.
7. Watching my favorite movie, its scenes and lines etched in my heart.
8. A spontaneous road trip.
9. The aroma of fresh coffee in the morning.
10. Looking at old photographs and reminiscing.
11. Catching up with an old friend.
12. The joy of a pet greeting you after a long day.
13. A walk in the park on a sunny day.
14. Singing along to a favorite OPM tune and feeling connected to home.
15. Watching the sunrise or sunset.
16. The joy of learning something new every day.
17. The comforting and familiar taste of my favorite noodles.
18. The sound of waves crashing on the shore.
19. Sharing a simple Filipino recipe with a friend from another culture.
20. The simple joy of a nap.
21. A good book and a cozy corner.
22. Star-gazing on a clear night.
23. A heartfelt message from a special someone.
24. A bubble bath with soft music.
25. A smile from a stranger.
26. The comforting voice of my mother.
27. Listening to your favorite song on the radio.
28. Feeling the warmth of the sun on your face.
29. Tasting homemade Filipino dishes, bringing a touch of home to Dubai.
30. A hug from a loved one.
31. Enjoying a peaceful moment of reflection during a beach sunset.
32. Receiving a handwritten letter.
33. Reuniting with old friends or making new ones in the Filipino community in Dubai.
34. The special bond and shared memories with my sister.
35. The taste of a perfectly ripe fruit.
36. Receiving a call or message from family in the Philippines.
37. A surprise compliment.
38. Finding money in your old jacket.
39. Feeling gratitude for the opportunities and experiences Dubai offers while cherishing one's Filipino roots.
40. The joy of a pet greeting you after a long day.